Post by HANNAH LEE BROOKE on May 27, 2011 13:34:14 GMT -5
hannah lee brooke, amanda seufried, regular college student, annabell
"If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you."
Love with all my heart,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Hannah
Hannah folded up the letter, opened the bottom draw to her desk and pulled a very warn out shoe box and placed it on her desk. This warn out shoe box was filled with letters with the letters Hannah wrote. Every time she looked at this box her eyes filled with tears. She put the letter she just wrote into the box and pushed it to the side as she pulled out another piece of paper and began writing.
"I wish you could see me know. I am pretty much the same as I was before. I laugh over the small things and I keep entrained with the simple things. I still love pie of every kind, and I still love to dance in the rain with no shoes on. Still to this day I have yet to get sick while being bare foot in the in rain. I think it is one of my gifts. If it is a special gift I have, let me tell you I am not complaining. I'm still in love with the colors yellow and orange. I don't understand how people can hate those colors, how can you, when they are the colors of spring, but it is okay, no everyone likes the same things. I still don't understand it. I still love animals, I also love children yes and my love has grown. I am finally studying to be a doctor. It is something I am very passionate about, I am not going to let anything stand in my way. I am not going to be just any doctor I want to be one of that works with the cancer children. I will find a cure for all those sick children one day. You just watch me. So look at that, I still love all the same things I use to love. I'm still the same me. I really wish you could see.
Love with all my heart,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Hannah
She folded the letter, brought it up to her lips and kissed it as she placed it on top of the other one she just wrote. She looked at the to different sized pieces of paper, and a little smirk arose on her face. Once again she pulled out another paper of different size and began writing.
"I wish you see me know. You would probably roll your eyes and call me ridiculous. Because I still can't stand when people leave a trail behind them when they come to my house. My sister does it all the time. I don't like a messy house and she makes my apartment very messy. Leaving her coat on the ground her shoes in two different places, her purse next to the sing her glasses some where else... it drives me insane. I still don't like it when people touch my feet. Birds that are bigger than the normal dove size still scare me. I still can't stand the extreme cold, I bundle up as if I lived in Alaska. I rather be wearing my swim suit on the beach with my surf board. I know you rather me be wearing that as well. You are going to laugh at this one, but I still can't kill a spider on my own. I know, I am a big baby when it comes to that. I still can't stand when people stand in my way, when people say I'm not good enough. If someone says you can't do this, I go until I prove them wrong. No one is going to keep me from my dreams. I still can't keep away from the zoo. I have to go, I have to when I am stressed or when you wont get out of my head. I head to the zoo, it is something I do at least once every month. I still hate when things smell. I hate the smell of nasty things. I really wish you could see me know."
Love with all my heart,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Hannah
After Hannah finished writing this letter she laughed to herself as she folded it and held it close to her heart. She gave a small hug and placed under the others. The letters were all different sizes and this amused her. She leaned back in her chair and looked around her room. She signed as she stood up and walked to the mirror and looked into her own eyes as she began to speak.
I wish you could see me know. I am still the girl you fell in love with. My hair is still soft to the touch, and is still a genital blond that shines like gold in the sun. I still have those green eyes, the ones you always complemented me on, but I still wish they were naturally brighter. They aren't like some eyes I have seen. How I envy those girls with bright green eyes. she walked closer to the mirror looking into her pale green eyes. Wishing her eyes were brighter. My hair is longer than it was when you last saw it. It has a soft wave to it as well. I actually quite enjoy it. I wish you could see what crazy things I do with my hair. I bet it would bring a smile to your face. She said with a smile as she spun around and ran her hands through her hair and lifted it up pretending to pose for a camera. My skin is softly kissed by the sun. I am not as tan as some girls but I am not as white as others. I am happy with the color my skin is. I mean I don't want to go so dark that I am orange and look like a pumpkin like some of these girls. That walk around. I find it quite ridiculous. Like I told you, I have changed much. I wish you could see me know.
Love with all my heart,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Hannah
She said as she spun around and headed back to her desk. She knows that she must have sounded silly if anyone ever heard her speaking. She didn't care, she didn't feel silly at all. She just felt like Hannah. She pulled out another piece of paper and smiled and began to write once more.
"My father is still as big headed as he always has been. He still always has to judge on everything I do. But you can't blame him. I am his baby girl. My older sister went off and married young. He didn't approve of that, and because of that, he puts more judgment on everything I do. I do hate it sometimes. But I am here to tell you that I do want his approval, but I do not always need it as I do plenty of things still that he doesn't approve of. My mother is still the sweet girl she always was, and stands by anything my father says. She has no back bone and I am glad I didn't inherit that from her. I did though get her personality and my dad's backbone and stubbornness. My sister is doing good. Even though she married young she has made a life for herself. She is pregnant now, I am going to be an aunt soon I can't wait. They don't know if it is a boy or girl, they are waiting tell the baby is born to figure it out for sure. My parents are moving out of the house I was born in. They are getting a small apartment in the city. So they can be closer to where they both work. I think it is great, even though I am sad to see my old house become a home to another. In that house I have some great memories. Like the day you pulled up for the first time. I will never forget that day. I wish you were here to see the apartment I live in now. I love it. It is a two bedroom, with the walls painted like I always wanted. It has two bathrooms. Well technically one in a half. A kitchen and a living room it is very cute I think you would like it."
Love with all my heart,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Hannah
Hannah wrote the letter and folded it up and put it where the others were. She then placed the lid back on the shoe box and put the shoe box back into the bottom draw of her desk. She stood up and made her way to her door. Removing her mind from the box in her draw she knew it was time to move on. Time to move on and start a new life. She knew those letters would just collect dust. The past will forever haunt her, she wished that the past was different. Then maybe these letters wouldn't collect dust. A tear fell down her check, the last tear that will linger on the past.
With all her heart,
- - - - - - - - - Hannah
