Post by JEDI ELISIA WILLIAMS on May 26, 2011 22:19:17 GMT -5
jedi, elisia, williams
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[/size][/font]” I can't pretend that everythings all good
Nope I can't say that everythings all bad
But I'm gonna say that you be on my mind
How you doin, who you with, where you be at
Girl, we've had our share of ups and downs
But you know that I'm gon' always be around that's fo sho
And you know how we do, how I roll
And remember ain't a damn thing change so
Holla if you need me
You always gon' be my boo
Holla if you need me
You know I still got chu
And if you ever need me to be
What you need girl, I'm free and foreva you can holla at me”
[/color]BASICS
what is your full name? nicknames? age? birthday?:
My whole name is Jedi Elisia Williams. I occasionally get called Jed but most people refer to me as Jedi. I am 22 years old and I was born on April 17th.
are you a brookwell high school student or a university student? oh, oops, are you a local or a teacher? if you are a teacher or a local, what is your job?:
I am a local. I work as a waiter at RAW. Its not much but it gets my bills paid.
how boring. let's get into the juice stuff, are you taken? married? in love? or are you single and free? and are you happy with your relationship status?:
I am very much in love. I'm in love with my ex, Zorana. I thought I had it made when I had her by my side but I got out of control and ended up losing her and now I would do anything to have her back. So I guess you can say I'm sad and single.
where were you born? are you an american citizen or do you have citizenship in other countries as well? and what is your background, like your family background?:
I was born right here, and I grew up right here. I'm Mixed, black and white. My mom was black and my dad white and since I was raised by my mom I act more black than I do white.
whats a typical day like for you? like, take us through your morning routine? do you even eat breakfast, you know it's the most important meal of the day, right?
A typical day for me, well of course since breakfast is the most important meal of the day I always wake up early to cook myself a healthy breakfast. Then I get dressed and head to work. After a long day at work I come home and do what ever I feel like. On the weekends I may go to the bar and grab a few drinks, sometimes I go out shopping, I go to the library occasionally. It all just depends on how I'm feeling that day.
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[/color]POINT OF VIEW
what is your opinion on love?:
It is definitely out there. Ive fallen in love before, but I let it get to my mind and I made a few bad mistakes then I lost love. Love will leave a person blind, confused, and hurt. But I think its worth it if you find that special someone.
what is your opinion on family?:
I wasn’t that close to my family but I think family is what makes a person. If someone has a dysfunctional family they are going to be a mess, but if someone grew up with a loving and caring family they may just be a decent person. Without family you wouldn’t have anyone to really rely on when you needed them. Friends come and go but family is always there for you.
what is your opinion on soul mates?:
I do believe in love but I don’t believe in soul mates. If soul mates were true then why do some people die without ever finding love? It makes no sense so obviously soul mates don’t exist.
what is your opinion on violence?:
I don’t agree with violence but I cant really comment on the subject. I used to abuse my girlfriend mentally and physically, I never meant to do it but the anger always controlled me. Violence is never the way to solve anything, so I have no idea why I made the choices I did. If I could go back and fix it I would.
what is your opinion on truth; does it even exist?:
Its an iffy subject to me. The truth is out there but so are lies. I believe the lies over power truth, they wrap around the truth and suffocate it. People tell the truth when it benefits them but usually lying is the easier thing to do. So that’s what everyone does, they lie.
LOVE LIFE
what was your last relationship?:
My last relationship was a wreck. I loved my last girlfriend so much, and I still do, but somehow I allowed myself to abuse her. I know it was wrong and I swear ive changed, I think, but I don’t know if shell ever trust me enough to take me back. I'm afraid to let her take me back too, what if the past occurs again? What if the past year in rehab didn’t help? What if I lay my hands on her again? I don’t know what I would do to myself then.
who was the last person in your bed?:
I haven’t had anyone in my bed since my ex filed a restraining order on me. She was the last person in my bed.
who was your first kiss?:
My ex. She was my first everything. First love, first kiss.
who was your first love?:
Z. As stated above.
what's your biggest turn on? turn off?
I get so turned on when someone rubs my ears or touches my neck. I know weird right. My biggest turn off would be boogers. If you have a booger please blow your nose and check back with me later.
what exactly is your "type"? what do you look for in the opposite..or the same sex? are you heterosexual or homosexual?
I only ever had one type. That would be z. She was everything I ever wanted and all I want now. I am definitely heterosexual.
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FAMILY
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how close are you to your family?:
I'm not to close to them. Growing up I was but now I'm kind of distant from them.
who are you closest to in your family?:
Probably my mom. I mean she was the person who raised me
who can't you stand in your family? it's okay, we won't tell anyone:
I cant stand my dad. I hated how he hurt my mom the way he did. I hate that he left my mom alone the way he did. But I guess I'm no better than him am i?
what is your relationship like with your mother? father?:
Me and my mom are fairly close. We talk every so often. She calls to check up on me and to make sure I haven’t gone insane yet. Me and my dad haven’t talked since I was little. I hate the man and cant see myself having a civil conversation with him.
how old were your parents when they met? how old was your mother when she had you?
My mom was 19 and my dad was 28 when they met and my mom was 20 when she had me. [/color]
THIS OR THAT[/color]
fight or flight?:
Flight. I would never intentionally hurt anyone
milk or soda?:
Milk. Healthy bones and teeth are a must.
cat or dog?:
Both. Animals are amazing.
library or club?:
Library. I'm not big on parties and clubs. I'm afraid I might get too drunk and do something stupid.
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LAST..
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text message, from who:
“How are you” From my mom
fully played song on your ipod:
So high-Jagged Edge
food that you ate:
Pork chops and french-fries
person you hugged? kissed?:
My mom. She came over to visit me a couple months ago.
movie that you watched:
Up. It’s a pretty legit movie
person that you said i love you to:
Z. And I meant it too
illegal thing that you did:
Hmm if you cant hitting z as illegal.
significant change in your life:
I started taking anger classes to get myself under control and win my girl back
SELF
tell us something that you want to change about yourself?
My anger. I hate how angry I get. I really want to be able to control it.
everyone has a big achievement, what's yours? what's your biggest regret?
I got my anger slightly under control, that’s big to me. And I regret ever hurting z.
did you see yourself having this kind of life five years ago? where do you think you will be in five or even ten years from now?
Honestly I didn’t care five years ago. And in five or ten years I hope to be happily married with a few kids running around. And a better paying job would be nice.
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Well my biggest secret would be I used to abuse my girlfriend but everyone knows about that. So I guess its not really a secret is it?[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/color]
Destiny, Chris Brown, Local/waiter
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